December 2009
leaving.
it’s been a whirlwind two days. i’m not ready to leave you. i’m not ready to be at home with just my textbooks to keep me warm at night.
i can take your sweatshirt and i can watch our movies. i can pretend like i’m okay with the distance. but in the end it’s all a lie.
you’re the only thing i want. and after all of this, being away again is going to be more...
choices, choices.
time to decide what’s more important to you. because i am not a girl who likes to be kept waiting. and you seem to keep me waiting for you an awful lot.
lydia - all i see
