December 2011
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reasons i want to go back to school:
friends.
speech.
it is the center of civilization.
reasons i don’t want to go back to school:
no idea where i’m going to live.
stress.
many many opportunities to smoke lots of weed, which i can’t do anymore because it’s dangerous and i could actually die. thanks, antidepressants.
things with the boy person are going really well...
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the athletically inclined contingent of my family is making me go snowboarding with them.
it is well before noon, the sun not yet high in the sky. i have not yet received coffee. not only am i awake, i am dressed in many layers of clothing and being herded into a car. who are these people? why am i related to them? shoooot meeee.
when someone i don’t know all that well on facebook uses the word tranny and i have a really hard time controlling my urge to tell them off for being intolerant and ignorant…
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a perfect friendship:
me: patrick.
tell me a joke.
i'm bored.
i need entertainment.
patrick: i can do that
me: okay. do it then.
patrick: no
KIDDING
HAHAHAHAHA
me: fuck you.
my 15 year-old cousin has never seen the breakfast club. i just dug through all the boxes in my room until i found it.
no cousin of mine will go through life not knowing the magic of john hughes.
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step 1: notice boyfriend has a crack on his wall.
step 2: realize it looks like the crack on amy pond’s wall.
step 3: decide boyfriend is the doctor.
step 4: ???
step 5: profit!
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today i accidentally told my mom that i’m not a virgin.
merry christmas?
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“People are scared of female sexuality. People don’t realize women masturbate. I...”
– feministhistorian.
*not all women can become pregnant and not all people who can become pregnant are women.
someone wanted this to be rebloggable.
(via feministhistorian)
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friend: HI I'M JOHN AND I ONLY EVER LIKE GIRLS WHO WILL NEVER BE INTERESTED IN ME
me: NOOOO. i only like pie, so come be in a polyamorous marriage with me and pie. it'll be great.
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haven’t been able to write in two months.
awake at 4am because insomnia, finally starting to feel tired.
suddenly: inspiration.
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my mom’s best friend made jelly from the grapes that grow behind her house. i am currently consuming a pb&j sandwich using it. deliciousssss.
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love-thirsty replied to your post: okay, i know i know, second melodramatic post of…
Claire hi come to Florida so I can fill you with baked goods and commiserate with you about about mental health. ♥
next time i am in the florida region (ie. whenever i next see my family down there) i will hit you up for baked goods and a cuddle sesh. <3
sodhipop asked: it may have an effect on some of your relationships, but that happens anyway in life; we grow up, we change. I know you're scared, anyone would be, but you have to do this for you. the fact that you've gotten to this point means you are miles closer to being better than even this time last year. please don't give up now. it's going to be a challenge, but in a few years,...
sodhipop asked: I don't think your diagnosis has to mean that everything that makes you who you are is a disorder. you'll still have a passion for poetry. you'll still have a dorky love for Carl Sagan. all of what's written under your picture that I look at as I write this, will still be you. there will be change, but it's the way you perceive and react that will change. those are all...
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okay, i know i know, second melodramatic post of the night but i am having feelings and it is my blog so suck it.
i am having all these crazy coming to terms with my diagnosis feelings.
for starters, i have a personality disorder. basically, a doctor told me that my entirely personality, everything that makes me myself, is a disorder. this might not sting so much if i didn’t fit the...
i can’t sleep.
i’m having second thoughts about m more-than-a-friendship-less-than-a-relationship-whatever thing.
someone squish my fears into nothingness so i can go back to being excited and happy about this.
i need help.
i want gin.
i’m in one of those moods where all i want to do is listen to poetry for hours, so forgive me if i flood your dashes tonight.
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when i was going through my hxc phase in middle school, i had this christmas cd with like…the used and funeral for a friend and a bunch of other artists that had all been on the taste of chaos tour. i fucking loved that cd.
i totally just downloaded it for old times sake and stuff. no regrets.
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picture the scene: i’m singing happy xmas (war is over) very loudly and badly at the bottom of the stairs as my mom hums along, plugging in four trees each of a different color. i then proceed to dance away while shoving several different kinds of cookies in my face.
yes, it is indeed christmas time at my house.
sunday afternoon naps and listening to npr in bed.
this whatever it is thing that we’re doing…i really like it.
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“I miss the way your neck
wraps around my face
like a cave
we are both lost in”
– Jon Sands (via loverofstories)
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